“One year ago today I lost the man I aspire to be, my best friend, still waking up every morning for that text I always get from ya, ‘hey bud, what’s going on? What crazy sh—t are you getting into today?’ Or ‘hows your cars doing?’, or the most important thing, ‘you watch the @detroirtredwings game last night?'” Jax wrote alongside the sweet snap.
“I still can’t believe you’re gone, sometimes I don’t think it’s real, I listen to your voicemails and videos all the time, always thinking, ‘what if?’ Or ‘why?'” Jax continued. “I know you are with me because too many positive things have happened to me this year and I have seen so many signs of you.”
The Bravo personality proposed to his fellow “Vanderpump Rules” co-star, Brittany Cartwright, just a few months after his dad died last year. Jax went onto mention his upcoming wedding to Brittany in the emotional post.
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“I am getting married this year dad, I don’t know how I am gonna do it with out you physically standing by me, and helping me with my tie like the old days at hockey tournaments, god I miss those days,” Jax penned. “But I know you will be with me. I still don’t understand how God could take the best man/person/husband/father/coach I know.”
The star concluded his post with a touching send-off, writing,”I love you dad so much, I hope you are proud of me and all the changes I have made with myself.”
